things 2 do~

yu huh... goin bac hometown after finish d final... wat i wanna do during tis sem break?? hemmm...

1. go shopping
2. meet frens tat i wanna meet
3. eat until full at d same time mz exercise oso
4. help daddy mommy at shop
5. make sumthin 4 my fren~secret
6. watch tv
7. get enough of sleep n etc

after d sem break... i should not play around anymore... mz " bertaubat "... if not i'll " dui bu qi zhi ji " n i wanna change my personality... wanna become more polite... no more big great jokes... small jokes r acceptable... no laughing vigorously... no big action n motion... n talk less do more... n finally n most importantly... need 2 b more hardworking... n no wasting time...

i'm praying sincerely 2 u my god... pls let me pass my exam... thank you...

last paper

now is 4.37am in d morning... stil got few hours i'm goin 2 take d last paper... metabolism 1... huh... but now stil revising... my brain cant fill in any thing... i hate science... science make me few so confuse... sleepy but yet cant sleep... so cham... after tis paper i wanna hav a great great n sweet sweet sleep... haha...

last but not least... god a god... yi ding yao bao you wo, zhe ge ben ben de hai zhi... i cant fail tis paper leh... later cant go meta 2 ne... mummy n daddy sure disappointed... i dun1 2 make them worry bout me liao le la... if i pass all my subjects... i become vegetarian 3 days... ok bo? n i promise i wont b lazy anymore le... regret 4 bein so " lan san" n lazy... =(

an zhi... yao jia you o...

moodless~

tis few days, dunno wat happen 2 me... i'm 慌~ING everyday... feel so unsecured, feel so nervous, feel like i'm lost in d middle of d jungle n feel so lonely especially yest wen sum of my frens bac 2 hometown... my tears become so naughty... came out n play wen i saw my frens wen home... i hate d feelings of bein lonely... how my life 'll b if there is no 1 around me... sure die...

i dunno wat happen 2 my 6 sense tis few days, make me feel so scare... like sumthin r goin 2 happen... but i'm not sure wat r d bad things tat r searching 4 me n running 2wards me... hopefully nothin is goin 2 happen... if yes, pls b sumthin good... i dun wish 2 hav more n more bad things in my life... coz i ady hav enough of it...

another thing tat make me feel worry is... final exam... tis sem final is awful... d questions tat i sat 4, act not very difficult if u study well... since i study at d very last minute... n i din prepare well 4 d final... d paper become difficult... regret leh... but no cure... i'm very lazy tis sem... compare 2 other sem... i oni hope i dun hav any repeat papers... god pls save me... i promise i'll not b lazy anymore 4 d coming sem... now left d final piece of paper~metabolism 1... hope can go through it smoothly without any obstacles...

my headache came searching me so frequent tis week... until my panadol out of stock... i try not 2 consume so much but i really cant 'tahan'... now headache~ing again... huh... =(