moodless~

tis few days, dunno wat happen 2 me... i'm 慌~ING everyday... feel so unsecured, feel so nervous, feel like i'm lost in d middle of d jungle n feel so lonely especially yest wen sum of my frens bac 2 hometown... my tears become so naughty... came out n play wen i saw my frens wen home... i hate d feelings of bein lonely... how my life 'll b if there is no 1 around me... sure die...

i dunno wat happen 2 my 6 sense tis few days, make me feel so scare... like sumthin r goin 2 happen... but i'm not sure wat r d bad things tat r searching 4 me n running 2wards me... hopefully nothin is goin 2 happen... if yes, pls b sumthin good... i dun wish 2 hav more n more bad things in my life... coz i ady hav enough of it...

another thing tat make me feel worry is... final exam... tis sem final is awful... d questions tat i sat 4, act not very difficult if u study well... since i study at d very last minute... n i din prepare well 4 d final... d paper become difficult... regret leh... but no cure... i'm very lazy tis sem... compare 2 other sem... i oni hope i dun hav any repeat papers... god pls save me... i promise i'll not b lazy anymore 4 d coming sem... now left d final piece of paper~metabolism 1... hope can go through it smoothly without any obstacles...

my headache came searching me so frequent tis week... until my panadol out of stock... i try not 2 consume so much but i really cant 'tahan'... now headache~ing again... huh... =(