missing u~

xiao bao... mummy miss u so much... if i noe sumthin 'll happen 2 u, i wont let ur daddy to take care of u... i thought after final exam can fetch u bac n take care of u by myself... but now... u d left... cant c u anymore... although sumtimes u r quite naughty... make a lot of noises wen i'm sleepy... but u alws make me laugh... n alws by my side when i'm alone... alws talk 2 u although u wont giv any respond 2 me... miss u... =( sob sob

thanks 4 everythin~

yung bin

ni yi ding jue de hen qi guai ba... qi guai wei shen me wo hui jie shou ni... ni chang chang shuo ni zhi ji bu shuai... ye dui la... ni zhen de bu shuai... yi qian de wo yi ding bu hui jie shou ni... ke shi... ying wei ni de na fen zhen xin... da dong dao wo zhe ke xin... zhe ke puo sui de xin... yi jing liang nian le... zhe liang nian yi lai... ni mei you li kai guo wo... wo zui shang xin, zui tong ku, zui nan guo, zui cui ruo de shi hou... ni dou muo muo de pei ban zhe wo... jiu suan ni dong wo bu ke neng ai shang ni... ni ye mei fang qi guo wo... zui gan dong wo de shi... dang wo gao shu ni zhen xiang de shi hou... ni gen ben jiu bu jie yi... bu jie yi wo de guo qu... ye wei le wo diao yan lei... wei le wo xin tong... wo zhen de gan jue dao ni dui wo de ai... shi zhen de...

ni mei tian dou zai dou wo kai xin... bang wo wang ji guo qu... ba wo de xin yi pian yi pian de ping hui qu... chung lai mei jian guo xiang ni zhe yang ben de ren... yi zhi zai fu chu... er mei xiang guo yao de dao ren he de hui bao... jiu shi ni de zhe fen jian ci... rang wo man man de ai shang ni... sui ran... wo de xin hai mei wan quan fu yuan... ke shi wo xiang xin... zai ni zhao gu hai you teng ai xia... wo hen cue ding zhong you yi tian wo hui wan wan quan quan de kang fu... xie xie ni gei wo de ai... bu yao tai chung wo... hui chung huai de...

ni a... bu yao xiang tai duo le la... yao dui zhi ji you xin xin o... ye yao dui wo you xin xin... wo men jia you ba... bu guan wei lai fa shen shen me shi... wo men dou yao yi qi mian dui... bu neng you ren he de ying man... ok?

ni de bei er

things 2 do~

yu huh... goin bac hometown after finish d final... wat i wanna do during tis sem break?? hemmm...

1. go shopping
2. meet frens tat i wanna meet
3. eat until full at d same time mz exercise oso
4. help daddy mommy at shop
5. make sumthin 4 my fren~secret
6. watch tv
7. get enough of sleep n etc

after d sem break... i should not play around anymore... mz " bertaubat "... if not i'll " dui bu qi zhi ji " n i wanna change my personality... wanna become more polite... no more big great jokes... small jokes r acceptable... no laughing vigorously... no big action n motion... n talk less do more... n finally n most importantly... need 2 b more hardworking... n no wasting time...

i'm praying sincerely 2 u my god... pls let me pass my exam... thank you...

last paper

now is 4.37am in d morning... stil got few hours i'm goin 2 take d last paper... metabolism 1... huh... but now stil revising... my brain cant fill in any thing... i hate science... science make me few so confuse... sleepy but yet cant sleep... so cham... after tis paper i wanna hav a great great n sweet sweet sleep... haha...

last but not least... god a god... yi ding yao bao you wo, zhe ge ben ben de hai zhi... i cant fail tis paper leh... later cant go meta 2 ne... mummy n daddy sure disappointed... i dun1 2 make them worry bout me liao le la... if i pass all my subjects... i become vegetarian 3 days... ok bo? n i promise i wont b lazy anymore le... regret 4 bein so " lan san" n lazy... =(

an zhi... yao jia you o...

moodless~

tis few days, dunno wat happen 2 me... i'm 慌~ING everyday... feel so unsecured, feel so nervous, feel like i'm lost in d middle of d jungle n feel so lonely especially yest wen sum of my frens bac 2 hometown... my tears become so naughty... came out n play wen i saw my frens wen home... i hate d feelings of bein lonely... how my life 'll b if there is no 1 around me... sure die...

i dunno wat happen 2 my 6 sense tis few days, make me feel so scare... like sumthin r goin 2 happen... but i'm not sure wat r d bad things tat r searching 4 me n running 2wards me... hopefully nothin is goin 2 happen... if yes, pls b sumthin good... i dun wish 2 hav more n more bad things in my life... coz i ady hav enough of it...

another thing tat make me feel worry is... final exam... tis sem final is awful... d questions tat i sat 4, act not very difficult if u study well... since i study at d very last minute... n i din prepare well 4 d final... d paper become difficult... regret leh... but no cure... i'm very lazy tis sem... compare 2 other sem... i oni hope i dun hav any repeat papers... god pls save me... i promise i'll not b lazy anymore 4 d coming sem... now left d final piece of paper~metabolism 1... hope can go through it smoothly without any obstacles...

my headache came searching me so frequent tis week... until my panadol out of stock... i try not 2 consume so much but i really cant 'tahan'... now headache~ing again... huh... =(

mess up mei jie's kitchen...

d day me n shu yun at mei jie's home at ipoh... mj's house full wit protists... noe y? i guess those who took microbiology noe y... coz some of d protist r parasitic... tis protist can cause parasitic disease n 1 of d disease is d sleeping sickness disease... dun feel weird... coz really got tis kind of disease de... i'm not joking... d moment v wen into her house v ady feel sleepy... haha... everyday at her house oso feel sleepy de... came back 2 hostel stil can feel those sleepiness... now, everyday feel sleepy... no wonder mei jie said she cant go back home on study week la... coz she'll fall asleep everyday n end up study nothin... haha...

d 2nd thing is... all d snacks n food at her house oso i like 2 eat de... especially d " zha nian gao "... v fried it ourselves o n wit a little help fr her mom... n tat's d 1st time i wore an apron... wat shu yun do? wait n eat lo... haha...




tis is d " nian gao " v fried... sum of them is over cooked coz i'm bz taking pic until 4get bout it... haha... but overall they really taste good... no jokes... they really delicious... dun believe? ask mei jie... she dun lie 1... tat day v oso got fried rice oso but d fried rice is a bit wet lo... n i homogenize d pork until very " sui "... maybe i'm 2 strong ady... but i thk is stil ok la... stil tasty... tat's all v do at mei jie's house... cooked, watched tv n slept... =p

london bridge ady fell down~ my fair lady... haha...

oh my god... miss chin an qi... 23 years old lady... fell down in front of d restaurant after took her dinner... so pai seh... i stil wondering " how can i fall down? " funny... fall like a " big potato "... now i noe y my dad keep calling me... " da fan shu "... mr louis oso cal me like tat de... haha... i made my family so worried... cal me on d phone... ask me got fractures o not... got pain here pain there o not... got fever o not? if got anythin mz go c doctor... noe o not? these'r my daddy n mommy... i'm so sorry... made u all so worry bout me all d time... my sis pulak asked me " y u so clumsy n stupid de? like tat oso 'll fall down..." i hav such great sisters... but i noe they actually care... haha...





tat'r my leg conditions after d 2nd day... my foot more n more" bengkak " like pig leg... cant wear shoe n slippers... terpaksa wear mei jie's bro's slippers...


thanx ya mei jie's bro... n thanx 4 mei jie's mommy 2... coz her mommy so worry bout my wound so much n almost send me 2 d clinic 2 wash d wound coz got inflammation ma... but... i scare clinic damn much so i refuse... i scare injection de ... i sure cry de... foundation's frens sure saw me cry b4 de... haha... pai seh...


tis r d medicine i took... got eat de... got apply de... got wash de... bought at pharmacy near mei jie's house... o ya... 4get 2 say thanx 2 my dear dear mei jie... she's d 1 who washed my leg n applied d cream 2 my leg carefully n patiently... thanx mei jie... muackssss... i love u... there's a person i should thanx oso... he care n concern bout me a lot after he found out i fell down... thanx ya... honestly, i appreciate it... =)

until now... my wound stil not yet recover... haih... 1 month le lo... y d recovering process so slow de...? o god... dun let me fall down again...

k- ING~

i stil cant believe it... like "发了一场梦"... me, mei jie n shu yun went 2 k-box wit chong han(老板), wey liang(黄人), yen sen n our class representative, lee boon hor... v went there by a little yellow car (NAZA)... small cute car... i guess u all noe who is d driver de lo... hehe... haha... 7 ppl (3 gals + 4 guys) squeezed into d car... weird + funny lo... coz during class v seldom chat ma... i thk v chat not more than 10 sentences per day lo... but v went k-ing 2gether wor... haha... it's a great experience... omg... they really can sing very well leh... nt like me... sound like children singing adult's song... at 1st i really scare 2 sing in front of them... but "死就死啦"... huh... boon hor a boon hor... u look cute wen u sang d song entitled "小姐"... sing wit action summore... u really entertained us n make me laughed... our mr lee wey liang pulak... so sentimental wen comes 2 romantic song... another funny thing is v sang "为你而活"... d peech 2 high d... v do not manage 2 sing (走音)... v laughed out when v sing tat song... chong han n yen sen a... dun so shy la... sang very little leh... i wont laugh at u all de coz u all sing better than me ma... mei jie more funny... she accidently knock her teeth wit d microphone while singing... pop!!! den every1 start laughing at her... miss sam... pls becareful... d fell of getting high not yet reach although v d sang half way... so, i decided 2 request 4 d song "热情的沙漠" so tat every1 will become more energetic but til d end of d song... i'm d oni 1 who 'syok sendiri"... sweat... make me look like a clown... v sang n sang until 2 am... after k-ing... v went 2 yam cha... d yam cha place is known as " sam mui j "... sounds like sam mei jie' name... v sat under d invisible roof (open air) wit a big umbrella protecting us fr droplets of rain... but d rain became so heavy until d umbrella lost its function... coz rain cats n dogs... d rain hit my back n my back is wet... yiak... n felt so cold... if tat time got "白马王子" hug me... den great lo... jokin... d rain is 2 heavy until v really " beh tahan" liao... so, v move into d shop... on way v r running into d shop... i accidently step on mei jie's slipper... coz i'm very "警长"... she almost fall down n her slipper "脱" ady... den d guys next 2 our table make sound effect pulak... wowwwww..... wuuuuu.... sorry mei jie.... i made u feel so "丢脸".... finally, v decided 2 go back at 4 am coz d shop wanna close d... den v realize 2 ppl were missing... mr boon hor n mr yen sen... while wey liang went 2 get his car(so man, "冒着大雨"), our boss kept searching 4 them...called them din answered pulak... finally, i found them inside a CD shop... hemm... at d end of d day i really enjoy it... thanks guys... unforgetable... =p

The legacy of a lost love

A precious find,
from ancient time,
an elixir of life.

Two hearts were bind,
strong bond undenied,
pure love so divine.

Pledging their life,
to tears they hide,
to fears they fight.

So hard they tried,
with hopes in mind,
but fate's unkind.

What's left behind,
an affair that shines,
a legacy of time.